I finally finished Harry Potter and the deathly Hollows.

FINALLY.

not too happy with the ending, but what the heck. the whole book's just gone from children's fairytale/fantasty to adult gruesome killings, albeit the happy ending. quite cheesy too. "well done", J.K. Rowling.

haha. So it's been some 20 days since my last post, and somehow the time seems to have flown past really quickly. YET, i feel like November's been long. BECAUSE IT'S STILL SOME DAYS AWAY TO PAY DAY. having no money kinda irritates me. and then there are so many rubbish things to pay for. I like staying at home. I reallly do. I love my house. hahaha. i love the TV.

Anyways, it's hell fortnight man. haha. crazy two weeks here, whether at work or at school. this week especially. it's my event on saturday so there's a lot to build up in terms of planning. and then at school, i've got my exam on monday and thursday, and 2 essays and 2 journals and 1 portfolio to hand in. It's crazy. really. I dunno how i'm gonna finish. with work, it's literally impossible. :( how come just because the company's not payin for my studies, i cant take exam leave? no link lo.. others can take, i cannot. not fair, not fair. but what to do right?

ah well, as time goes by, I just feel like I'm getting old, frail and grumpy. No longer leading a vibrant lifestyle, just one that gives me stress and more stress. And it's not very good, is it? Life just seems colourless. Nothing to get hyped up about, getting irritated when people try to hype me up and I really don't feel like it. What is this, early-20s crisis? I hate sounding all depressed and pathetic, but guess what - I really feel depressed and pathetic, and sickeningly self-pitying.

Sickening.

So what's new with everyone? Or has my blog been long dead that no one sees it anymore?

Oh my gosh. Time flew by so quickly and it's been 4 months since I re-visited MY OWN BLOG. Sorry people hahaha. Peee, so sorry, i just saw your tag. I really haven't visited this "writer-forsaken" place for quite some time..

Time has been realllllllllllllllly tight. With regards to this, I don't even know where to begin. I've been swamped with so many events since my first day at work in my current company, and with school and all, things are just crazy.

For your info, I'm NOT doing okay :( I'm not coping well. But, life still goes on. I will have to press on with this lifestyle for just another year, and I'm prolly over and done with it! hahaha. YAY!!!

Well, everything's going pretty okay with me except that I'm very overly stressed out. Yea. Wondering why? I've loads to tell, but I don't know again where to start, with the many many events and happenings within these few months. My gosh I am now slacking off my stupid essays to even type this. Hahahaha. I cant type anything productive on microsoft word anyways :D Not at the moment at least. hahahaha.

Okay, so I'll try to at least update this damn thing soon. as soon as I can. I'll uhhh. Update with some photos first then :)

Btw, my lappy has gone for repair. Poor lappy. Bad fan kinda screwed it all up. And I miss having a social life......... argh!~

Okay photos:

My sis and I